Lonely - Tones and I

Why am I so damn lonely? 
Am I the only one who feels this way? 
Why am I so damn reckless? 
I can´t shake this, I am not okay 

And they say, 
Maybe I should learn 
A little thing about depression 
Like crying to a stranger´s 
Gonna help me with progression 
And I don´t wanna take it, 
I don´t wanna learn my lesson 
All I really want 
Is just the love and the affection 

And they don´t understand 
A single word that I am saying 
All they wanna do 
Is put me on some medication 
It´s hard for me to open up, 
It´s hard for me to say shit 
Writing all this music´s 
Like my form of meditation 

And ooh ooh, 
They´ve come to take me away again 
Take control of me and all my friends 
I´ve got this feeling 
And I can´t pretend 

Why am I so damn lonely? 
Am I the only one who feels this way? 
Why am I so damn reckless? 
I can´t shake this, I am not okay 
Why am I so damn lonely? 
Am I the only one who feels this way? 
Why am I so damn reckless? 
I can´t shake this, I am not okay 

So, I thought, 
What´s the point in trying 
If I cannot find a reason? 
I´m lying to myself, 
I got a problem with believing 
Believing in the good, 
I know my face can be deceiving 
´Cause I´ve been tryna hide 
That I´ve been falling off the deep end 
We´re posting happy photos 
Like we have two different faces 
Writing "Take me back to this" 
From when we´re on vacation 
Doesn´t help me fill this hole 
Of loneliness I´m facing 
Like twenty likes a post 
Supposed to be the one salvation 

And ooh ooh, 
They´ve come to take me away again 
Take control of me and all my friends 
I´ve got this feeling 
And I can´t pretend 

Why am I so damn lonely? 
Am I the only one who feels this way? 
Why am I so damn reckless? 
I can´t shake this, I am not okay 
Why am I so damn lonely? 
Am I the only one who feels this way? 
Why am I so damn reckless? 
I can´t shake this, I am not okay